To my first love,
It’s funny how a few months ago we were in love like two crazy people. It’s weird, isn’t it? That we were brought together just so we could be separated from time after time. What went wrong? This is such a cliche question but cliche’s usually weigh the most.
Sorry, for all the hurt. For the times when I treated you like a nobody. For the days when I forgot to talk to you. For choosing my work over you. For being such a spoiled brat. For wanting to be with my friends than with you. For neglecting all your efforts. For being a lousy girlfriend. I am really sorry.
Thank you, for loving me. For always being there when I need you. For trying your best to give me the things that I want. For being so caring and understanding all the time. For sacrificing your plates just so we could watch a movie. For supporting me in all my dreams. For telling me that I am special. For being real. For being the best boyfriend a girl could have.
I love your smile. Your enthusiastic way of telling me stories. Your sweet little surprises. Your really messy hair. Your balat sa face. Your smell. Your face. Your hugs. Your kisses. Your voice. Your laugh. Your amazing ways of making me happy. YOU.
This is not the end for the beautiful relationship that we started. Maybe this is just a lesson, so in the future.. when God mends us both together, we wouldn’t just know what to do, but we’d feel it. There’s a chance. There is always a chance, especially for the both of us. Being separated isn’t entirely new to us, how many times have we over come this? If we’re meant for each other, then we’ll always find our way back.
That was an amazing 7 years, wans’t it? Years of life, love, and adventure. To be able to fall in love in such a young age is a blessing, and I’m glad I was able to feel it with you. Always take good care of your self, and study hard! I hope someday when we happen to pass by each other… we wouldn’t be strangers. This may be the start of our friendship. I love you the first the I saw you, and I still love you now. Goodbye Louis.
I am now signing off. This blog maybe dead but to all our readers, I hope that somehow our story would inspire all of you and make you realize that love is more than just being with each other… It’s about finding the courage to be strong enough to set each other free.
HOW TO SMILE/POSE?
with Yel - teaching Louis
The Fierce pose
The wife is not happy pose
The wife is happy and so is the husband pose
Failed attempt of a wacky pose
my husband is a cat pose
the wife is a ghost the husband is crazy pose
We’re in grief because we ran out of maroon 5 tickets pose
don’t show your teeth smile
OHHHH! Shocking, pose
baliw couple pose
we’re trying to be a korean couple pose
the tongue pose
our true smiles :)
cos we’re cool like that smile/pose? I’m about to ran out of title for our pictures. hahahaha!
the wife loves the husband more pose
trying to suppress a laugh smile
literally teaching my boyfriend how to smile properly and failing.
we’re so cute and innocent pose hahahaha
cos we’re always hungry smile
wrestler married an oppa gangnam style sexy laydeh
hello, this is the wife.
Does this post make sense? hahahaha. For real though, I was teaching Louis how to smile properly. I am so lame when it comes to photo captions, spare me. He’s not whiter than me! The light just illuminates his side of the picture more.
6 cheers for 6 years!
July 9, 2012
6th anniversary! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? WE MADE IT THIS FAR. THANK YOU BABY! for the flowers and the really long, sweet, emotional, full of love video that you made for me. I love you to death.
BEST SUMMER EVER
With my baby boy! hahahaha!
FRIDATE at High Street
Went to Bonifacio High Street with my boyfriend. Watched “The Dark Shadows” and ate a couple of red velvet cupcakes. Chilled at Jumba juice and talked for hours. I cannot imagine a more amazing afternoon, I am extremely happy!
Finally gathered enough trust to let him drive my car all the way home (to cavite). Hahaha! At last! He was able to drive for me, ain’t he the sweetest? *u*
Here’s to the boy who did nothing but to make me happy. The guy who stole my heart. The man who loves me even when I wear excess make-up. My first and hopefully, my last love. More dates for us!
May, oh May.
LOVING THIS MAY! Can’t explain how happy I am right now. My boyfriend is the sweetest guy alive. I love you very much baby! Thank you for making me kilig everyday. My ideal guy: yung araw araw ako nililigawan kahit kami na, thank you Lord for giving him to me.
April 30, 2012
got a BBM message from him, “dito ako labas”, when I went out he was there… with two happy lemon drinks on his hands.
May 5, 2012
found out starb’s having a promo! 3pm to 5 pm, half price on all frap drinks. His allowance was almost out because he used it for some school project, me being a bitch as always.. I still asked him to buy me a drink.. because I thought the promo runs from monday to friday.
Yel: B! Bili mo ako starb, happy hour naman e! Please. Me so sleepy :( huhu
Louis: okay b! :) coffee frap?
Yel: no no. I want yung bago! yung chocolate.
Louis: okay baby :*
Yel: Rap! Starb! happy hour today hahaha
Rap: huh? every monday lang yun, friday today!
then got another BBM message: “dito na ako sa labas”
when I went out he was there.. with a chocolate frap on his hands. I felt really guilty but he told me “okay lang no! :)” and then he smiled… his most amazing smile.
May 7, 2012
AM shift means we can’t meet during mondays and wednesdays because my lunch break runs from 11 to 12 and his class starts at 10:30 up until 3pm. I’ll be gone by then. He told me he’d be dropping by before he goes to school. But then it rained.. really hard. so I called him
Yel: wag kana pumunta, malakas ulan
Louis: hah? e paalis na ako e
Yel: dumerecho ka na sa mapua, wag ka na pumunta!
Louis: oo sige
few minutes later, I got a BBM message: “dito ako sa labas”
when I went out.. he was there.. quite wet from the rain and a bit haggard because of the long walk from pedro gil to UN.. he handed me a paper bag..
Yel: ano to?
Louis: lunch mo, and coffee.
Yel: *speechless* and *kilig*
Louis: alis na ako
Yel: sana hindi ka na pumunta, sabi ko wag na diba
Louis: para naman sayo e
May 1, 2012
Left a note on his cork board when I visited him. He was absent from school because he had a really bad case of tummy ache.
We go home together too! Well.. sometimes.. When he’s in the mood to stay at Cavite (often times he prefers to stay at their condo kasi). Since I’m taking a PM shift (last week), my duty ends around 7pm. He’d meet me at robinson’s manila and I’ll give him a ride to Cavite. I drive while he tries his best to be my side mirror HAHAHAHAHA! A look out of some sort. Then he’ll meet me again the next morning (at Island Cove), and I’ll give him another ride going back to Manila. I love having him next to me while I drive :) I love looking at him during stop lights, and a love arguing with him about the randomest of things during traffics.
I’m loving summer.
one last chance….
Since she started about “the comeback” then i going to continue some of it
After six months with no me in her life, I suddenly came back. like what she said on the previous post, it all started during the month April, I sent a message on her Facebook account, actually it’s an apology letter with a greeting of “happy birthday”. I wanted to apologize to the things that I’ve done. Of course I want to be in good terms with her (who doesn’t want to?) After all the ups and downs that we had, it’s definitely good to be friends again. Making that letter made me think if I’m doing the right thing, I’m having doubts if I should do it or not, because as you all know she’s been doing fine without me for half a year, I might just ruin everything for her. I still send it though. Well I didn’t expect that she’s going to answer, I forgot what she said that time, we had some small talk, and then suddenly we’re seeing each other, it’s like a date but only in a short period of time, we can’t really have the whole day because I got classes and she’s doing her internship. that’s why I waited for two months for us to have the time that we wanted. waiting for months made me think of a plan on how am i going to say that i still love her. when she was about to go home from boracay, i ordered two dozens of pink roses that should be delivered next day before 11am. I was really nervous that it might not be on time, ( i can’t ask her about because she’ll find it out) so i just waited. then suddenly she texted me. (ya-ha! good news!) We talked and realized that we still feel the same way for each other after the long run. Then that’s where it all started.
| june 2011 @noriter |
dates like this! spending our whole morning at a coffee shop, being with each other, just like what every couple wanted. When we have this kind of time to spend with, we really make the most out of it. “morning dates”
| july 2011 @noriter |
morning dates turned out to be dinner dates + movie dates + coffee hours. we meet after class then go out for dinner but dinner is not enough, we still want to spend more time for each other, that’s why we always find ourselves watching the last full show movie, but we’re still not contented on it, we stay on the closest coffee shop open and spend the night talking until we don’t notice that its already morning. ya-ha!
bus ride from manila to cavite
went to a coffee shop after the lantern festival at Mapua
@ ust for the 40k voices but we ended staying at their classroom
going back to manila from lolo’s birthday celebration
going to katipunan w/ her friends
post-valentine date at gateway
breakfast at burger king, quezon ave.
visited her during her break time :)
its not easy to put all the stuff that we had before, making things work again for the both of us is not easy. its hard, especially for her because there are times that she is still having doubts because of being scared that it might happen again. well i guess i just need to be brave enough to face all the consequences that i might receive, i just have to take it as a challenge because i chose to be in this kind of situation.
I’m trying my best to give her most of my time just to prove her how serious I am. i really want to prove that I’m not the player type of guy anymore. I am trying to be sensitive enough for her, putting so much effort for her and to the things that I do, and most of all to be understanding. I want to fill those gaps between us, I want to heal the wounds that i made. I want to regain the trust the broke. I’m not perfect but I am trying to be the best boyfriend for you, i can’t promise that i won’t have mistakes but I can promise that I won’t leave you again, never! this is my last chance to prove that i can really change.
i love you b.
happy birthday baby girl
since this account is ours, i’ll try to write a blog about you baby because it’s your birthday! well first of all, happy happy birthday Gabrielle Hernandez Delos Reyes, my baby! (i guess i wont call you baby anymore) just kidding baby. no matter how old you are, kahit nasa 20’s 30’s 40’s…..80’s 90’s ka pa, kahit gano ka pa katanda, ikaw pa rin ang baby ko. (you’ll always be my baby..)
this day is special for you and with me also. this date is also the date when i talked to you again last year, i remember that i greeted you on facebook and that’s where it all started. we started talking again and thats what we have now. (its been a year already baby :D) enough with our stuff, this blog is for you not for us.
im really not used on blogging baby, i tried my best to make this entry for you, masasanay din ako lol
i love you, love you love you love you, i wish you all the best!
just like what i told you last night, i love your every look. :) i browsed some pictures, di ko mahanap yung mga luma, nung mga 1st year, sayang.
forget all the things that you did last year,its been a great 18th for you, lets make your 19 the best! more adventures, dinner, movies..everything. i love you so much baby. happy birthday :) miss you
The come back,
As you all know we’ve been boyfriend girlfriend since 2006. We had a 6 month break-up from September 2010 to April 2011. Thank god I found my 16GB SD card (which was missing for almost a year now), and I was able to recover these special pictures which I eagerly took the moment I received that box.
It happened sometime around May 2011, me and my sister just got back from Boracay when the guard called and told me that I have a delivery waiting for me at the gate. Upon getting it, I was awed and was lost in deep thoughts to whom it was from. I was guessing that it was from my “other guy” (the guy I dated after Louis). I opened it and I found two dozens of this lovely pink roses neatly arranged in a cluster. There was a card saying that it was from Chuck Bass. It took me a whole 5 minutes before it registered that it was from Louis (I used to call him Chuck Bass, way back high school when I was still addicted to Gossip Girl). That’s where it all started (AGAIN), the huge come back! The one heck of a proposal of him still wanting to be with me after everything we’ve been through. We started talking again around April. April 2 to be exact, it was my 18th birthday. I was sitting in front of Dunki’n Doughnuts at the Mall of Asia when my phone vibrated because there was a notification on my Facebook. It was a message, from Louis.. My heart jumped! Can you imagine? After 6 months of no show.. After leaving me.. the nerve of this guy to send me a message on my special day! Oh well, God has plans (that’s what I told my self). We started talking again, texting each other almost everyday, but he didn’t really told me “I love you”, not until he sent me those roses. AND THAT’S HOW WE GOT BACK TOGETHER, AND NOTHING/NO ONE CAN EVER SEPARATE US NOW.